have you ever wondered why something happened. if it was really destiny or just a pure coincidence. have you ever wondered why you met someone. if they were meant to be in your life or if they just fell in. have you ever wondered why people die. if its just them accepting it’s inevitable or just trying too hard to survive. have you ever wondered how something beautiful to you can be ugly to someone else. if they have bad judgement or if its just the lack of. have you ever wondered why people kill others. if they are just hateful or trying to find a way to get rid of their own self-inflictions. have you ever wondered why people fall in love. if they just accepted each other for who they were or really were made for each other.
““I believe in manicures. I believe in overdressing. I believe in primping at leisure and wearing lipstick. I believe in pink. I believe that loving is the best calorie burner. I believe in kissing. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day and I believe in miracles.” - Audrey Hepburn”—
Im not too pleased that I moved 2 hours away from my dad and my kitten and all my friends, just because I thought this city would be better and bring in more job oppurtunities for me. WELL,so far it isnt better. I do know a few people here but this is such a big place and i live far from everyone i do know. The people here are not friendly at all. The girls here are all just sluts filled with cum and the guys, well i cant really say much about the guys here cause i only know a select few.And i like those few.I havent had any luck with jobs, but i know that’s just cause its almost crimbo so i know in the new years there will be much more jobs.I gotta stop sleeping till 4pm and staying up all night. but theres nothing to do in the day and no one is home, so why not just sleep?
I can’t wait till im working again.
And maybe,just maybe i’ll meet an amazing guy to love.